TCN - Arachnophobia

stock from >> ~melvinkobe (the flower parts) ~resurgere (backgrounds and cracks) and ~9mm-stock (the pretty face)

this is towards the end of the story, when the character comes to terms with his past and his fears. it's directed toward both his love and his hate. Mainly his hate. it's kind of long, but it's a long song. so there.

hope you like it!!

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so beautiful
so meaningful
her light
her love

yet i look for her in sorrow

in the distance
i can hear him laughing
he walks just outside my sight
(haunting me) with the love he stole from me
(taunting me) and the blood he took from me

if her promise was my communion
then the keys to heaven grace his hands

but i can see past his smile
and i can read behind his eyes

and all i see
is the black and yawning hunger
of an insatiable and decadent will

with all it wants to eat

when two paths cross
a child is born on higher ground
ours came out with knives for fingers
and poison for blood

stillborn
and i pray it was bleeding

you are what you are
and i call you by no name

because to name a snake is to give it form
to give it breath
to give it strength

so you can’t hurt me anymore
if you do not have a name

the worst has past
and i have learned
to accept the sun
in whatever suspicious color it wears

but the sun comes to me dressed in black
and it ineveitably comes down to this

you are what you are
and i am what you made me

and even though my wounds have healed,
i find that i still bleed from arachnophobia